Thursday, March 4, 2010

slightly drunk?

For me, wines are all the same. No matter the color, the harvest, the price... They all have the same smell and cause me a fake spontaneity that dissipates the day next giving rise to nausea and vomiting. I never drank for the pleasure of drinking but the effect of alcohol in my behavior, checked by common sense. And common sense tells me I should not drink. Moreover, I never did too much as two cups are enough to change my mood and make me run around saying hello to everybody.

Alcohol is just a disguise, a petty excuse for the outbursts of a frustrated soul. At least to me, alcohol doesnt cause even the alienation of my actions, it just become them praticable and guilt free. I dare say that alcohol is the mask of cowardice. An ally of the minds whose fanciful desires aims to surface. But its effects can't be overlooked. Specially for those who have been through some unforgettable shame like throwing up on their partner in the first meeting or even worse... those who became the pivot of an irremediable car accident.

Drinking bares the soul of people, causes them to feel self-confident, corageous, bold... but do not be fooled! above all, above all, alcohol makes us to sound "ridiculous" and vulnerable!

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